the clock is ticking

mom,

i have always love you

even the wind blows away the love sometimes

but as time comes i am able to catch it back

and write it in my symphony

stick it in my heart

cause im afraid it might fell off again

sometimes i can be a total mess

i can be very mad at you

i can be very mean to you

but i have always wanted to grab my anger and throw it out the window

so that i won't add up more scratches to your heart

and you don't know how much i wanted to polish it back

i am fifteen and still growing

it's not an issue if i made mistakes

and you are always there to correct them

i get tired sometimes listening to your lessons

but you never get tired of fixing me

fixing my bads

i bet you could spend your whole life

your whole afternoon

your whole chores

thinking of the family

every mistakes we made

deep down inside, i know you blamed yourself for that

because you thought that you have failed

failed in becoming a mother

hell NO

dont even let that cross your mind ever again mom

because you've done great

every single thing you taught

every tears you shed

everything is  going to be alright

mom, now you can just sit back

take a few nip of your hot coffee

and take a good look at what we've become

because you have taught us a lot

and now it's time to mellow out

because if it is under your watch

we will be somebody

everybody is different

you should sometimes accept the fact

that we are not the same

that it is impossible to always ride on your shoes

maybe now it's time for us to walk using our shoes

and bare your lessons in everything we do

but don't you be afraid

cause your children

who lives under your house for a length of time

knows that

cause your love has shone our life

and that we will not forget

mom, i love you always and forever

you know it's true.

kiss hugs, ELVA