HEARTBEAT by Dr.Dre

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it's time to say BYE BYE

Daddy's there to witness when i was taking my certificate

WE ARE A STEP AWAY TO A FRESHMAN IN COLLEGE

CLASS OF 09-10

The principal is sitting right beside me. 

We are young ladies and men ready to face the world.

taken from the song SPACE DYE VEST by dream Theater

Some people, gave advice before, 
about facing the facts, about 
facing reality. And this is, this 
without a doubt, is his biggest 
challenge ever. He's going to have to face it. 
You're gonna have to try, he's gonna to have to try and, 
uh, and, and, and get some help here. I mean no one can 
say they know how he feels.

There's no one to take my blame
if they wanted to
There's nothing to keep me sane
and it's all the same to you
There's nowhere to set my aim
so I'm everywhere
Never come near me again
do you really think I need you

And I'll smile and I'll learn to pretend
And I'll never be open again
And I'll have no more dreams to defend
And I'll never be open again

this song apply to me somehow, so i wanna share it here so that at least, someone understands a bit of my love life.

INFATUATED: possessed by a foolish or extravagant passion, esp for another person

gros bisous,

ELVA

SHREK IN FASHION !!

saw this pictures while browsing GQ's magazine's website ( http//www.gq.com/) 

fuckyeahtaylormomsen.tumblr.com

she may seems like a rebel.

but her style is almost in every magazine's page.

that's what makes her famous(aside from GG)

i like her style A LOT !

love yah TAYLOR MOMSEN !

Gros Bisous,

ELVA

people say happiness is..

what is happiness?

¨it is a state of mind or feeling characterized by contentment, love, satisfaction, pleasure, or joy.¨

but i think, happiness can't be stated that way.

bcos if i were to ask you, your answer may be completely different from mine.

If someone asked me what happiness means to me.

I CAN'T ANSWER.

bcos, 

i still haven't find the right answer yet.

it is crucial to say, what you yourself don't understand.

maybe, some had find Happiness

most might PRETEND to had found one.

this might sound easier than your history test.

but hell NO. it sound like a simple question but it has deep meaning in it.

for some happiness means:

when you had your first date with the cutest guy in school

when your daddy bought you a manolo blahnik's pumps

or

when they got their first car

Happiness to me is like picking up each sands in the beach

it is easy to grab some. but there are millions of them which will take you a lifetime to grab them all

i keep every single detail of what makes me happy and stick in it my heart wherever i go

bcos sometimes it might fell off 

and sometimes you didn't realise that you have given up happiness for something else.

Happiness is something that you've got to achieve

one is not always enough, we gotta poked ourselves and ask

is this all that? is it enough? do you wanna look for more?

it is not like any other game

that when you lost track of it, you are never going to find one anymore

it is a mind game, where you make your own rules.

and all you have to do is look for it.

Gros bisous,

ELVA